Have you ever felt this way?

      So, 3 days ago today, the woman I've spent the last 4 years of my life with, have a child with, and expected to marry soon..Left me.
      I know what you're thinking. OH GOD, he's gonna whine. Well, quite right. I feel as though a part of me has been stripped away, and I'm not entirely certain how to handle this.

     This DOES however have a benefit at least. I now realize what i'm going to write about for now. I've decided to do this in segments, to address how I PERSONALLY am dealing with this, maybe give a little insight for anyone else who has the problem, and at the very least; entertain those who just love to see miserable people.
     
     Here we go. It would be insufficient to say I've been angry with Keri, for that is her name. Well actually, it's Kerianne Czyzewski., but we all call her Keri. It was about a month and a half ago, that I first noticed she was being a little strange. She would come home from work, and just not seem nearly as happy to see me, and she was always picking up shifts when she could. Now this COULD be attributed to exhaustion and lack of money, which is what I did.  We are young parents who do our best to get by, and that's hard on a life I suppose. But, I was WRONG.Anyways, she came home 3 days ago, and told me, "I feel like you deserve someone who is going to love you." At first I thought she was just confused, and I spent the next couple days trying to resolve things. Then I made the connection. She left me, by her own admission, for this literal child she works with.

Us when our son was born

     She had given up EVERYTHING we worked so hard to achieve, all of our memories and the ability for our child to have a normal childhood, just because she was tired of the following: She had apparently been feeling like she didn't love me for a while, but here's the mistake. Instead of telling me, she spent the entire time LYING about it. I would ask her if she was OK, she'd say yes. If I told her I loved her, she would say it back JUST as passionately. She effectively cut me off from being able to change, by telling me I was the way she wanted. Ladies, DON'T do this, men either. It's MUCH better for you two to argue in the short term, and be stronger for it. If you don't address your relationships issues, they'll become the end of it.
          I guess what I'm saying here is, be HONEST even if it might hurt someone. It could potentially save them, and make YOU happier for it.